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Friday, 28 January 2011

  • Even at my WORST, Im still better than you.

    I never asked for it to be over.
    Then again, I never asked for it to begin.
    That's the way it is with life
    Some of the most beautiful days come
    Completely by chance.
    But even the most beautiful days
    Have their sunsets.

     

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    The absolute worst feeling is when someone
    Hurts you and they have no idea they're
    Breaking your heart into a million pieces.

     

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    Because you don’t deserve it.

    A second chance, let alone a third,

    Fourth, fifth, sixth.

     I’m mad and sad

    Mostly I’m jealous because I wish

    I’d had as many chances as you’ve been given.

    Because I know I’d take it seriously.

    I wouldn’t take advantage of anyone.

    I wouldn’t lead anyone on.

    I would try my hardest not to hurt anyone,

    And that is so much more than I can say for you.

    I guess you’re just used to getting

    Whatever you want all the time.

     

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    Ps. If you’re going to lie. Lie to Rihanna because she loves it and I don’t

     

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    He "misses" you now?

    He didn't seem to miss you a week ago.

    Yesterday, even. 

    What made him miss you today?

    If he didn’t miss you a week ago

    He won't miss you tomorrow.

     

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    Get over him,

    He's not worth it.

    He’s not worth your time

    Or your tears.

     

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    Talking to myself but I never listen

    Because man it’s been a while

    And I swear that this one’s different

    That’s why I let you meet my friends

    So they can lecture me again

    About how reckless I have been

    And I’m slowly running out of all the time

    That I invest in making all the same mistakes

    And I’m just trying to correct it and I fall

    I swear I always fall for your type.

     

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Friday, 28 January 2011

  • Even at my WORST, Im still better than you.

    I never asked for it to be over.
    Then again, I never asked for it to begin.
    That's the way it is with life
    Some of the most beautiful days come
    Completely by chance.
    But even the most beautiful days
    Have their sunsets.

     

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    The absolute worst feeling is when someone
    Hurts you and they have no idea they're
    Breaking your heart into a million pieces.

     

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    Because you don’t deserve it.

    A second chance, let alone a third,

    Fourth, fifth, sixth.

     I’m mad and sad

    Mostly I’m jealous because I wish

    I’d had as many chances as you’ve been given.

    Because I know I’d take it seriously.

    I wouldn’t take advantage of anyone.

    I wouldn’t lead anyone on.

    I would try my hardest not to hurt anyone,

    And that is so much more than I can say for you.

    I guess you’re just used to getting

    Whatever you want all the time.

     

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    Ps. If you’re going to lie. Lie to Rihanna because she loves it and I don’t

     

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    He "misses" you now?

    He didn't seem to miss you a week ago.

    Yesterday, even. 

    What made him miss you today?

    If he didn’t miss you a week ago

    He won't miss you tomorrow.

     

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    Get over him,

    He's not worth it.

    He’s not worth your time

    Or your tears.

     

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    Talking to myself but I never listen

    Because man it’s been a while

    And I swear that this one’s different

    That’s why I let you meet my friends

    So they can lecture me again

    About how reckless I have been

    And I’m slowly running out of all the time

    That I invest in making all the same mistakes

    And I’m just trying to correct it and I fall

    I swear I always fall for your type.

     

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Saturday, 22 January 2011

  • Im Back Bitches!

    Well hello everyone! I havent updated In a longg time. The reason for that is the fact that im in school and graduate from college in 3 months! Anyways heres some stuff Ive written lately and some quotes I love! Comment and Enjoy!

    Just a warning for the next one..

    It wasnt the first time and she knew it wouldnt be the last. He somehow always came crawling back. Except this time she wouldnt forgive him. Its not because she was cold hearted as some liked to say, but because he used the same lines he used on her, on everyone else. Its just really shitty for him that she found out. Its like he has his own little mantra "Use, abuse, and recycle" He gets what he wants and then moves on. Of course its really funny when you call him out on it. He apologizes profusely and begs for forgiveness. Then give him a week and those apologies? Yeah they meant nothing.

    She often wonders how long its going to take him to grow up. To realize that all those people hes using wont tolerate his bullshit anymore. When will someone like him realize that the more friends he hurts, the more enemies he'll make? The answer to that is obvious. When it becomes too late.

    She just wants to take a minute to warn the next girl hes trying to pursue. Your nothing special. You'll become like the rest of them once hes done with you.

    Yasmin <3

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    I Know I Can Do Better

    Now first things first, boy let me tell you, I’m not feeling the way I'm being treated, lately your conversations misleading. And I’ve really been trying to be patient. Stumbling over words I think you’re lying. I’m not about to sit around crying. I’m not putting up with it, because I know I can do better. Now you got me out here looking crazy. I'm too fly to let you play me. I'm glad now I can see clearly that you were never meant for me. And I'm glad I got my heart out of your way you can't even give me one good reason to stay. Life's too short to be wasting my time. Better upgrade and get on with my life. It's about time I realize that you'll never get it right. I must have really been out of my mind. Everything you said turned out to be a lie and it's a shame I can't even see that you never did deserve me. You let me down look at us now. Boy I don't want you around. Can't look you in your face, what we had was a mistake. Stupid me to believe you when I know you'll never change So there's really nothing left to say, other than you don’t have to worry about me anymore, I’m over you I’ve moved on. I know I can do better

    Yasmin <3

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    I'm about to see a million things I never thought I'd see before.
    And I'm about to do the things I've dreamed of and
    I don't miss you at all.

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    When everything's said and done
    I have to thank you.
    Sure you completely screwed me over
    But you also showed me
    I'm strong enough
    To get through even the worst heartaches

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    I woke up the next morning with a smile on my face
    And a long list of gentlemen happy to take your place.
    Less trashier, much classier then who you prove to be.
    And I’m wondering how long its gonna take before you see
    That she’s no me. 

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Sunday, 31 October 2010

  • All you had to do was ask, and I'm yours.


    And there is nothing worse in the world

    Than thinking you have a chance when you really don’t.

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    It's easiest when I don't see him, I won't deny that.
    But I just want to be able to see him without it hurting.
    I don't want him out of my life forever.
    I don't want to forget about him.
    I don't want him to forget me.
    I really, really don't.

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    You confuse me, plain and simple.

    The things you say to me, I don't know what to think.
    I wish I could just put everything together

    And find that missing link.

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    He was an ass.
    He made you fall for him
    And he wasn't there to catch you.
    But worst of all he made you trust him.
    Made you think that he wasn't like all the others.
    And you know what?
    He was right.
    He's not like all the others.
    He's worse.

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    I'm getting really tired of waiting.
    So it's time you decide what you really want from me.

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    It seems when you want someone

    They don't want you.

    And when someone wants you

    You don't want them.

    And when you both want each other

    Something has to come around and mess it up.

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    People think they know you.

    They think they know how you're handling a situation.

    But the truth is no one knows.

    No one knows what happens after you leave them

    When you're lying in bed

    Or sitting over your breakfast alone

    & all you want to do is cry or scream.

    They don't know what's going on inside your head

    The mind-numbing cocktail of anger & sadness & guilt.

    This isn't their fault.

    They just don't know.

    & so they pretend

    & they say you're doing great

    When you're really not.

    & this makes everyone feel better.

    Everybody but you.

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    I'm not scared of losing him because

    Let's be honest here

    I never had him to begin with.

    I'm just scared of living the rest of my life

    Knowing I didn't tell him how I felt

    Wondering if he felt the same way.

    Rejection says I tried

    Regret leaves me with nothing but

    'What if's' for the rest of my life.

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    All she really wants is for you to

    Finally get the nerve to say how

    You really feel about her.

    That way, when you look at her,

    She's not still second guessing what you really mean.

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    Don't envy anybody.

    Every person has something no one else has.

    Develop that one thing in yourself and make it outstanding. 

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Friday, 29 October 2010

  • Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.

    Forget how he called you beautiful.

    Forget how he gave you the
    Butterflies every time you saw him. 

    Forget your first kiss.
    Forget how everyone talked

    About how cute you two were together. 

    Forget talking to him on the phone until 2am.

    Forget everything you loved about him.
    Remember how he broke your heart.

     

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    For all the weed I’ve smoked, Yo this blunts for you
    For all the people I’ve offended, Yeah! Fuck You Too!
    For all the friends I used to have, I Miss My Past
    But the rest of you assholes Can Kiss My Ass!

     

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    He asked what happened to that smile,
    The one I never left the house without.
    I answered because you took it
    With you when you said goodbye.

     

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    I have come to realize that he's just a guy,
    A special one maybe, but he's not mine.
    I don't need to do things to make him
    Love me again. If he wanted to, he would.

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    And at some point I’ll call you and tell you I miss you.

    And tell you, you are the point of my day.

    And my face will get flushed and my throat will choke up

    When you tell me that you feel the same.

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    & he's the kind of guy that makes you
    Love your name just because of
    The way he says it.

     

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    What made her day

    Was when he confessed to her

    That he thought she looked cute that day.

    It's the simple things in life that make her smile.

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    We talked about old times
    &+ It made me smile because
    You didn’t forget.

     

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    How many times can I break till I shatter?
    Over the line can't define what I'm after.

     

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    In a way, I need a change
    From this burnout scene
    Another time, another town
    Another everything.

     

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    & it's a sad picture
    The final blow hits you
    Somebody else gets
    What you wanted again
    You know it's all the same
    Another time and place
    Repeating history.

     

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Saturday, 16 October 2010

  • Stop acting like your perfect. All bitches got glitches.

    Were your eyes closed?

    This was a huge mistake

    No I don’t regret it

    But I’m wishing you could see

    What you’ve done to me.

    I gave you my all, I fought for you,

    I tried so hard, and did that not mean a thing?

    I was always by your side,

    Hoping you could see,

    That baby I could be your everything.

    But with blind eyes you didn’t see,

    That me doing this for you

    Was to prove that maybe I could be your girl.

    The one you would cherish,

    The prize you could show off.

    My eyes are open

    Open to the fact that you left me here

    Lonely, scared, and abandoned.

    And it’s hard to see clearly

    Though you probably couldn’t relate

    But I wanted to be your world,

    I could make you go round.

    But you left me here,

    The world stopped spinning,

    This isn’t fair.

    You are still fine while I’m free falling.

    And I’m sorry I’m not that girl who every guy wants.

    Instead I’m real

    We can’t always live in fantasies.

    I know you like to dream

    I wish it was about me.

    Now we will never know what we could have been

    And I will stay the wide eyed girl,
    And you the boy with eyes wide shut.

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    All I wanted was to know I'm safe
    I don't want to lose the love I've found
    Remember when you said that you would change?
    Don't let me down

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    The whispers turn to shouting
    The shouting turns to tears
    Your tears turn into laughter
    And it takes away our fears

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    Maybe I'm a shot in the dark and you’re the morning light
    Maybe this is sad but true, maybe you've got nothing to lose
    You could be the best of me when I'm the worst for you

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    I wish I could show you how much you mean to me
    But I can't show you the world

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    It's funny how in love with you I am,
    How I want to see and talk to you every day
    When you don't even think of me in that way

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    Holding on to broken hearts memories are what's left of us
    You're trying too hard to be my friend
    And I'm placing all our pictures in these broken frames
    To remind me never fall in love again

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    Don't treat me like I'm playing a game
    Cause baby I don't want to lose
    Baby I don't want to risk it all for you

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    I want to run, but only far enough to make you miss me
    I want to take back all the shit that I have done
    But I guess you were better off without me

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    You're as fake as the moans you make
    And you're as weak as the hearts you break

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Tuesday, 12 October 2010

  • I took a swing. I took a shot. And you might think I'm bulletproof, but I'm not.

    Everyone around us is coupled up.

    Then there’s me and you.

    And to people who don’t know us,

    We look like the perfect couple.

    I think everyone sees it.

    Everyone except you.

     

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    Because sometimes it’s easier

    To say I hate you than, I miss you

    I wish you would call me sometime

    Because sometimes it’s easier to think

    Screw life, screw work, screw everything,

    Than to admit that you’re overwhelmed

    And feel like you’re drowning.

    Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit

    The simple things than to say the hard things

    And realize how much you’ve been struggling

    And how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control.

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    In this weird, twisted kind of way,
    I know you miss me liking you.
    Not because I want to believe it’s true,
    But because you'll never find a girl

    That cared as much as I did
    That can put up with you as much as I did
    That would waste as much love on you
    Like I did.

     

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    You give me happy pain.

    Of course, it’s painful to be around you,

    But I can’t think of anything that makes me happier.

     

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    It’s sweet when someone knows

    Every single detail about you.

    Not because you’re constantly reminding them,

    But because they pay attention.

     

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    Every girl is going to love a guy

    Who will never love them back.

    And as she sits there crying

    Because he will never want her,

    She doesn’t realize that there’s a boy

    Across town thinking of her.

    A boy who would give anything

    To see her smile, make her laugh,

    Or kiss her in the rain.

    A boy who would never make her cry

    Because he doesn’t want her.

    But she will forever be chasing the boy

    Who will never love her

    Instead of giving her heart to the one who deserves it.

     

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    I want her to stop liking him,

    Now I guess maybe you think

    That’s because I am jealous of her.

     I'm not, honest.

     It’s just that he doesn't really

    Listen to her when she talks.

    I don't mean that he’s a bad guy

    Because he's not.

    It's just that he always looks distracted.

    It's like he would take a photo of her

    And the photo would be beautiful,

    And he would think that the reason

    The photo was beautiful was

    Because of how he took it.

    If I took it, I would know that the

    Only reason it's beautiful is because of her.

     

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    I want to be the girl

    Who makes your bad days better

    And who makes you say my life has changed

    Since I’ve been with her.

    Thinking of you keeps me awake

    Dreaming of you keeps me asleep

    Being with you keeps me alive.

     

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Saturday, 09 October 2010

  • I don't regret the day I fell. Here's to life, I wish you well.

    1)
    The sad truth is
    You can’t wrap your arms around a memory
    It is what it is, kid.

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    2)
    "Life is hard"
    Compared to what?

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    3)
    A lie is a lie.
    No matter how beautifully its told

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    4)
    She’s a mess of gorgeous chaos,
    You can see it in her eyes.

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    5)
    Something always brings me back to you
    It never takes too long

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    6)
    Because when I’m with him
    I’m thinking of you

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    7)
    Like a rainbow after the rain,
    There’s always a good thing after the pain.

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    8)
    It’s meant to be,
    You just don’t know it yet.

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    9)
    There’s just something about you
    That I’m scared to lose because
    I know I won’t find it in anybody else.


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    10)
    Its not always rainbows & butterflies
    Its compromise


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Friday, 08 October 2010

  • I believe in Love. Just not the kind that breaks you up.

    He’s not the kind of boy who will dance with you in public.
    He won’t call and wake you up just to say good morning.
    And he certainly won’t go shopping and

    Carry your bags just to spend time with you.
    But he makes my heart melt more then any boy who does those things.
    He may not be perfect, but he’s perfect for me.
    I'd never thought that I'd be jealous like this,
    I don't hate her,
    But I pray in every way
    That she's not the one for you.

     

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    I'm sick of the sleepless, never ending nights
    I just don't care who is wrong or right
    I'm sick of the rumors and the alibis
    You tear me up, I'll cut you down to size
    So, so sick of you,
    Sick of all of your little lies
    So, so sick of you,
    Sick of all the girls by your side
    What you don't know is how
    Great it feels to let you go.

     

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    You can’t do this.

    You can’t put one relationship on hold for another.

    It’s like call waiting,

    You leave one person on hold long enough,

    & they’re going to hang up.

     

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    Don’t blame him for calling,

    You’re the one who keeps picking up.

     

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    You know what, fuck you.

    When she forgets you,

    Don’t remember me,

    Because I’ll be trying my hardest to forget you.

     

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    & yet again she’s laying in bed

    With her eyes too blurred to read her screen,

    The messages flooding in from the boy

    Who broke her heart,

    Saying he wants to see her again.

     

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    I just hope one day you see me,

    And your heart stops,

    And you realize what you could’ve had this whole time.

     

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    I love you in a "I wish a car would hit you" kind of way

     

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    Don’t let a few rips in your heart keep you from loving at all.

     

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Tuesday, 28 September 2010

  • I didnt choose to make you my world. It just happened.

    You let go
    So now it's my turn. 
    I’m willing to accept that.
    But when I find happiness
    Don't decide you love me

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    It's so frustrating

    Because I broke up with him

    Because I was tired of crying every day

    Like, I didn't want to cry anymore

    And then I was crying because I was fighting.

    And now I'm crying

    Because he's not here to make me stop.

    He was like my best friend.
    It's like losing your best friend.

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    I wrote I love you into a fogged up mirror,
    Then I watched it fade away
    Just like we did

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    Awesome thought:

    The right guy is out there right now,
    Wondering when he's going meet someone just like you.

     

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    There will always be the girls

    You can't believe you were once friends with

    The boys you can't believe you kissed

    & the one boy you can't
    Believe you ever lived without.

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    I know you’re unhappy a lot.

    And, maybe it doesn't help anything,

    But I wanted you to know that I'm always here.

    I won't ever let you down

    I promise that you can always count on me.

    Wow does that sound corny.

    But you know that right?

    That I would never hurt you?

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    I miss how you never gave a shit,
    But you always seemed to care.
    I miss the way you would be such a dick,
    But you were somehow always there.

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    I cry at movies,

    Hospitals make me nervous
    I’m sarcastic, but it doesn’t matter
    I can be pretty mean,
    Naive is my middle name
    And I don’t believe in a perfect love
    But it doesn’t matter
    He thinks it’s cute

     

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Wednesday, 15 September 2010

  • No one is listening until you make a mistake

    Her: I can’t do this anymore.

    Him: I hate seeing you like this, but I can’t let you go.

             I can’t face the pain.

    Her: I know me either. </3

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    Every time I try to walk away,

    Theres always something that reminds me I should stay.

     

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    Have you ever wondered which hurts the most:

    Saying something and wishing you had not,

    Or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

     

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    The scariest thing was we didn’t even have to be
    Together for you to break my heart.

     

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    You may have created my past and screwed up my present
    But there’s no way I’ll let you have control of my future.

     

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    Sometimes,

    When you love someone so much,

    Not even the truth can change it.

     

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    Tom: What happens when you fall in love?

    Summer: You believe in that?

    Tom: Its love, not Santa Clause

     

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    My daddy used to tell me

    That the first time you fall in love,

    It changes your life forever,

    And no matter how hard you try,

    The feeling never goes away.

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    I still remember the first time I fell for you

    I haven't gotten up since.

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Friday, 28 January 2011

  • Even at my WORST, Im still better than you.

    I never asked for it to be over.
    Then again, I never asked for it to begin.
    That's the way it is with life
    Some of the most beautiful days come
    Completely by chance.
    But even the most beautiful days
    Have their sunsets.

     

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    The absolute worst feeling is when someone
    Hurts you and they have no idea they're
    Breaking your heart into a million pieces.

     

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    Because you don’t deserve it.

    A second chance, let alone a third,

    Fourth, fifth, sixth.

     I’m mad and sad

    Mostly I’m jealous because I wish

    I’d had as many chances as you’ve been given.

    Because I know I’d take it seriously.

    I wouldn’t take advantage of anyone.

    I wouldn’t lead anyone on.

    I would try my hardest not to hurt anyone,

    And that is so much more than I can say for you.

    I guess you’re just used to getting

    Whatever you want all the time.

     

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    Ps. If you’re going to lie. Lie to Rihanna because she loves it and I don’t

     

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    He "misses" you now?

    He didn't seem to miss you a week ago.

    Yesterday, even. 

    What made him miss you today?

    If he didn’t miss you a week ago

    He won't miss you tomorrow.

     

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    Get over him,

    He's not worth it.

    He’s not worth your time

    Or your tears.

     

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    Talking to myself but I never listen

    Because man it’s been a while

    And I swear that this one’s different

    That’s why I let you meet my friends

    So they can lecture me again

    About how reckless I have been

    And I’m slowly running out of all the time

    That I invest in making all the same mistakes

    And I’m just trying to correct it and I fall

    I swear I always fall for your type.

     

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Saturday, 22 January 2011

  • Im Back Bitches!

    Well hello everyone! I havent updated In a longg time. The reason for that is the fact that im in school and graduate from college in 3 months! Anyways heres some stuff Ive written lately and some quotes I love! Comment and Enjoy!

    Just a warning for the next one..

    It wasnt the first time and she knew it wouldnt be the last. He somehow always came crawling back. Except this time she wouldnt forgive him. Its not because she was cold hearted as some liked to say, but because he used the same lines he used on her, on everyone else. Its just really shitty for him that she found out. Its like he has his own little mantra "Use, abuse, and recycle" He gets what he wants and then moves on. Of course its really funny when you call him out on it. He apologizes profusely and begs for forgiveness. Then give him a week and those apologies? Yeah they meant nothing.

    She often wonders how long its going to take him to grow up. To realize that all those people hes using wont tolerate his bullshit anymore. When will someone like him realize that the more friends he hurts, the more enemies he'll make? The answer to that is obvious. When it becomes too late.

    She just wants to take a minute to warn the next girl hes trying to pursue. Your nothing special. You'll become like the rest of them once hes done with you.

    Yasmin <3

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    I Know I Can Do Better

    Now first things first, boy let me tell you, I’m not feeling the way I'm being treated, lately your conversations misleading. And I’ve really been trying to be patient. Stumbling over words I think you’re lying. I’m not about to sit around crying. I’m not putting up with it, because I know I can do better. Now you got me out here looking crazy. I'm too fly to let you play me. I'm glad now I can see clearly that you were never meant for me. And I'm glad I got my heart out of your way you can't even give me one good reason to stay. Life's too short to be wasting my time. Better upgrade and get on with my life. It's about time I realize that you'll never get it right. I must have really been out of my mind. Everything you said turned out to be a lie and it's a shame I can't even see that you never did deserve me. You let me down look at us now. Boy I don't want you around. Can't look you in your face, what we had was a mistake. Stupid me to believe you when I know you'll never change So there's really nothing left to say, other than you don’t have to worry about me anymore, I’m over you I’ve moved on. I know I can do better

    Yasmin <3

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    I'm about to see a million things I never thought I'd see before.
    And I'm about to do the things I've dreamed of and
    I don't miss you at all.

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    When everything's said and done
    I have to thank you.
    Sure you completely screwed me over
    But you also showed me
    I'm strong enough
    To get through even the worst heartaches

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    I woke up the next morning with a smile on my face
    And a long list of gentlemen happy to take your place.
    Less trashier, much classier then who you prove to be.
    And I’m wondering how long its gonna take before you see
    That she’s no me. 

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Sunday, 31 October 2010

  • All you had to do was ask, and I'm yours.


    And there is nothing worse in the world

    Than thinking you have a chance when you really don’t.

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    It's easiest when I don't see him, I won't deny that.
    But I just want to be able to see him without it hurting.
    I don't want him out of my life forever.
    I don't want to forget about him.
    I don't want him to forget me.
    I really, really don't.

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    You confuse me, plain and simple.

    The things you say to me, I don't know what to think.
    I wish I could just put everything together

    And find that missing link.

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    He was an ass.
    He made you fall for him
    And he wasn't there to catch you.
    But worst of all he made you trust him.
    Made you think that he wasn't like all the others.
    And you know what?
    He was right.
    He's not like all the others.
    He's worse.

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    I'm getting really tired of waiting.
    So it's time you decide what you really want from me.

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    It seems when you want someone

    They don't want you.

    And when someone wants you

    You don't want them.

    And when you both want each other

    Something has to come around and mess it up.

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    People think they know you.

    They think they know how you're handling a situation.

    But the truth is no one knows.

    No one knows what happens after you leave them

    When you're lying in bed

    Or sitting over your breakfast alone

    & all you want to do is cry or scream.

    They don't know what's going on inside your head

    The mind-numbing cocktail of anger & sadness & guilt.

    This isn't their fault.

    They just don't know.

    & so they pretend

    & they say you're doing great

    When you're really not.

    & this makes everyone feel better.

    Everybody but you.

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    I'm not scared of losing him because

    Let's be honest here

    I never had him to begin with.

    I'm just scared of living the rest of my life

    Knowing I didn't tell him how I felt

    Wondering if he felt the same way.

    Rejection says I tried

    Regret leaves me with nothing but

    'What if's' for the rest of my life.

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    All she really wants is for you to

    Finally get the nerve to say how

    You really feel about her.

    That way, when you look at her,

    She's not still second guessing what you really mean.

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    Don't envy anybody.

    Every person has something no one else has.

    Develop that one thing in yourself and make it outstanding. 

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Friday, 29 October 2010

  • Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.

    Forget how he called you beautiful.

    Forget how he gave you the
    Butterflies every time you saw him. 

    Forget your first kiss.
    Forget how everyone talked

    About how cute you two were together. 

    Forget talking to him on the phone until 2am.

    Forget everything you loved about him.
    Remember how he broke your heart.

     

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    For all the weed I’ve smoked, Yo this blunts for you
    For all the people I’ve offended, Yeah! Fuck You Too!
    For all the friends I used to have, I Miss My Past
    But the rest of you assholes Can Kiss My Ass!

     

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    He asked what happened to that smile,
    The one I never left the house without.
    I answered because you took it
    With you when you said goodbye.

     

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    I have come to realize that he's just a guy,
    A special one maybe, but he's not mine.
    I don't need to do things to make him
    Love me again. If he wanted to, he would.

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    And at some point I’ll call you and tell you I miss you.

    And tell you, you are the point of my day.

    And my face will get flushed and my throat will choke up

    When you tell me that you feel the same.

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    & he's the kind of guy that makes you
    Love your name just because of
    The way he says it.

     

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    What made her day

    Was when he confessed to her

    That he thought she looked cute that day.

    It's the simple things in life that make her smile.

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    We talked about old times
    &+ It made me smile because
    You didn’t forget.

     

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    How many times can I break till I shatter?
    Over the line can't define what I'm after.

     

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    In a way, I need a change
    From this burnout scene
    Another time, another town
    Another everything.

     

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    & it's a sad picture
    The final blow hits you
    Somebody else gets
    What you wanted again
    You know it's all the same
    Another time and place
    Repeating history.

     

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Saturday, 16 October 2010

  • Stop acting like your perfect. All bitches got glitches.

    Were your eyes closed?

    This was a huge mistake

    No I don’t regret it

    But I’m wishing you could see

    What you’ve done to me.

    I gave you my all, I fought for you,

    I tried so hard, and did that not mean a thing?

    I was always by your side,

    Hoping you could see,

    That baby I could be your everything.

    But with blind eyes you didn’t see,

    That me doing this for you

    Was to prove that maybe I could be your girl.

    The one you would cherish,

    The prize you could show off.

    My eyes are open

    Open to the fact that you left me here

    Lonely, scared, and abandoned.

    And it’s hard to see clearly

    Though you probably couldn’t relate

    But I wanted to be your world,

    I could make you go round.

    But you left me here,

    The world stopped spinning,

    This isn’t fair.

    You are still fine while I’m free falling.

    And I’m sorry I’m not that girl who every guy wants.

    Instead I’m real

    We can’t always live in fantasies.

    I know you like to dream

    I wish it was about me.

    Now we will never know what we could have been

    And I will stay the wide eyed girl,
    And you the boy with eyes wide shut.

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    All I wanted was to know I'm safe
    I don't want to lose the love I've found
    Remember when you said that you would change?
    Don't let me down

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    The whispers turn to shouting
    The shouting turns to tears
    Your tears turn into laughter
    And it takes away our fears

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    Maybe I'm a shot in the dark and you’re the morning light
    Maybe this is sad but true, maybe you've got nothing to lose
    You could be the best of me when I'm the worst for you

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    I wish I could show you how much you mean to me
    But I can't show you the world

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    It's funny how in love with you I am,
    How I want to see and talk to you every day
    When you don't even think of me in that way

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    Holding on to broken hearts memories are what's left of us
    You're trying too hard to be my friend
    And I'm placing all our pictures in these broken frames
    To remind me never fall in love again

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    Don't treat me like I'm playing a game
    Cause baby I don't want to lose
    Baby I don't want to risk it all for you

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    I want to run, but only far enough to make you miss me
    I want to take back all the shit that I have done
    But I guess you were better off without me

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    You're as fake as the moans you make
    And you're as weak as the hearts you break

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Tuesday, 12 October 2010

  • I took a swing. I took a shot. And you might think I'm bulletproof, but I'm not.

    Everyone around us is coupled up.

    Then there’s me and you.

    And to people who don’t know us,

    We look like the perfect couple.

    I think everyone sees it.

    Everyone except you.

     

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    Because sometimes it’s easier

    To say I hate you than, I miss you

    I wish you would call me sometime

    Because sometimes it’s easier to think

    Screw life, screw work, screw everything,

    Than to admit that you’re overwhelmed

    And feel like you’re drowning.

    Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit

    The simple things than to say the hard things

    And realize how much you’ve been struggling

    And how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control.

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    In this weird, twisted kind of way,
    I know you miss me liking you.
    Not because I want to believe it’s true,
    But because you'll never find a girl

    That cared as much as I did
    That can put up with you as much as I did
    That would waste as much love on you
    Like I did.

     

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    You give me happy pain.

    Of course, it’s painful to be around you,

    But I can’t think of anything that makes me happier.

     

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    It’s sweet when someone knows

    Every single detail about you.

    Not because you’re constantly reminding them,

    But because they pay attention.

     

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    Every girl is going to love a guy

    Who will never love them back.

    And as she sits there crying

    Because he will never want her,

    She doesn’t realize that there’s a boy

    Across town thinking of her.

    A boy who would give anything

    To see her smile, make her laugh,

    Or kiss her in the rain.

    A boy who would never make her cry

    Because he doesn’t want her.

    But she will forever be chasing the boy

    Who will never love her

    Instead of giving her heart to the one who deserves it.

     

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    I want her to stop liking him,

    Now I guess maybe you think

    That’s because I am jealous of her.

     I'm not, honest.

     It’s just that he doesn't really

    Listen to her when she talks.

    I don't mean that he’s a bad guy

    Because he's not.

    It's just that he always looks distracted.

    It's like he would take a photo of her

    And the photo would be beautiful,

    And he would think that the reason

    The photo was beautiful was

    Because of how he took it.

    If I took it, I would know that the

    Only reason it's beautiful is because of her.

     

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    I want to be the girl

    Who makes your bad days better

    And who makes you say my life has changed

    Since I’ve been with her.

    Thinking of you keeps me awake

    Dreaming of you keeps me asleep

    Being with you keeps me alive.

     

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Saturday, 09 October 2010

  • I don't regret the day I fell. Here's to life, I wish you well.

    1)
    The sad truth is
    You can’t wrap your arms around a memory
    It is what it is, kid.

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    2)
    "Life is hard"
    Compared to what?

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    3)
    A lie is a lie.
    No matter how beautifully its told

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    4)
    She’s a mess of gorgeous chaos,
    You can see it in her eyes.

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    5)
    Something always brings me back to you
    It never takes too long

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    6)
    Because when I’m with him
    I’m thinking of you

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    7)
    Like a rainbow after the rain,
    There’s always a good thing after the pain.

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    8)
    It’s meant to be,
    You just don’t know it yet.

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    9)
    There’s just something about you
    That I’m scared to lose because
    I know I won’t find it in anybody else.


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    10)
    Its not always rainbows & butterflies
    Its compromise


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Friday, 08 October 2010

  • I believe in Love. Just not the kind that breaks you up.

    He’s not the kind of boy who will dance with you in public.
    He won’t call and wake you up just to say good morning.
    And he certainly won’t go shopping and

    Carry your bags just to spend time with you.
    But he makes my heart melt more then any boy who does those things.
    He may not be perfect, but he’s perfect for me.
    I'd never thought that I'd be jealous like this,
    I don't hate her,
    But I pray in every way
    That she's not the one for you.

     

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    I'm sick of the sleepless, never ending nights
    I just don't care who is wrong or right
    I'm sick of the rumors and the alibis
    You tear me up, I'll cut you down to size
    So, so sick of you,
    Sick of all of your little lies
    So, so sick of you,
    Sick of all the girls by your side
    What you don't know is how
    Great it feels to let you go.

     

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    You can’t do this.

    You can’t put one relationship on hold for another.

    It’s like call waiting,

    You leave one person on hold long enough,

    & they’re going to hang up.

     

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    Don’t blame him for calling,

    You’re the one who keeps picking up.

     

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    You know what, fuck you.

    When she forgets you,

    Don’t remember me,

    Because I’ll be trying my hardest to forget you.

     

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    & yet again she’s laying in bed

    With her eyes too blurred to read her screen,

    The messages flooding in from the boy

    Who broke her heart,

    Saying he wants to see her again.

     

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    I just hope one day you see me,

    And your heart stops,

    And you realize what you could’ve had this whole time.

     

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    I love you in a "I wish a car would hit you" kind of way

     

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    Don’t let a few rips in your heart keep you from loving at all.

     

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Tuesday, 28 September 2010

  • I didnt choose to make you my world. It just happened.

    You let go
    So now it's my turn. 
    I’m willing to accept that.
    But when I find happiness
    Don't decide you love me

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    It's so frustrating

    Because I broke up with him

    Because I was tired of crying every day

    Like, I didn't want to cry anymore

    And then I was crying because I was fighting.

    And now I'm crying

    Because he's not here to make me stop.

    He was like my best friend.
    It's like losing your best friend.

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    I wrote I love you into a fogged up mirror,
    Then I watched it fade away
    Just like we did

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    Awesome thought:

    The right guy is out there right now,
    Wondering when he's going meet someone just like you.

     

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    There will always be the girls

    You can't believe you were once friends with

    The boys you can't believe you kissed

    & the one boy you can't
    Believe you ever lived without.

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    I know you’re unhappy a lot.

    And, maybe it doesn't help anything,

    But I wanted you to know that I'm always here.

    I won't ever let you down

    I promise that you can always count on me.

    Wow does that sound corny.

    But you know that right?

    That I would never hurt you?

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    I miss how you never gave a shit,
    But you always seemed to care.
    I miss the way you would be such a dick,
    But you were somehow always there.

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    I cry at movies,

    Hospitals make me nervous
    I’m sarcastic, but it doesn’t matter
    I can be pretty mean,
    Naive is my middle name
    And I don’t believe in a perfect love
    But it doesn’t matter
    He thinks it’s cute

     

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Wednesday, 15 September 2010

  • No one is listening until you make a mistake

    Her: I can’t do this anymore.

    Him: I hate seeing you like this, but I can’t let you go.

             I can’t face the pain.

    Her: I know me either. </3

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    Every time I try to walk away,

    Theres always something that reminds me I should stay.

     

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    Have you ever wondered which hurts the most:

    Saying something and wishing you had not,

    Or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

     

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    The scariest thing was we didn’t even have to be
    Together for you to break my heart.

     

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    You may have created my past and screwed up my present
    But there’s no way I’ll let you have control of my future.

     

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    Sometimes,

    When you love someone so much,

    Not even the truth can change it.

     

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    Tom: What happens when you fall in love?

    Summer: You believe in that?

    Tom: Its love, not Santa Clause

     

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    My daddy used to tell me

    That the first time you fall in love,

    It changes your life forever,

    And no matter how hard you try,

    The feeling never goes away.

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    I still remember the first time I fell for you

    I haven't gotten up since.

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Tuesday, 14 September 2010

  • And then you lied, and it gets worse.

    Go ahead and kiss her,

    Just make sure you do it when I’m looking,

    So you can stab the knife in a bit deeper.

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    And if I was in a crowd
    You probably wouldn’t notice me.

    I don’t really stand out and I’m not anything special.

    So Ill advise you not to waste your time on me,
    But that doesn’t mean I don’t want you to try.

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    You got to start listening to your brain once in a while

    If you want to save your heart.

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    Just tell me those words I want to here.

    That you want me in your life more than anything else.

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     It’s kind of like the difference between

    Putting your hand on your knee,

    And him putting his hand on your knee.

    When you touch your knee,

    You don’t feel it, nothing happens, it’s just there.

    But when he has his hand there, you feel everything.

    Every move of his palm, every squeeze of his hand

     You wonder why I don’t talk to you anymore,

    And please believe me when I say its

    Not that I don’t want to,

    It’s just that everything I want to say,

    I can’t tell you anymore.

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    I love the way my name sounds when you say it.

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    I swear I didn't mean for it to feel this way.

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    You say my name like there could be an us.

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Monday, 13 September 2010

  • It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced.

    Two weeks, that's all it took.
    Two weeks for me to fall for you.

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    During your life, never stop dreaming.

    No one can take away your dreams

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    Today, I was thinking of the most beautiful things in the world
    The sky, the sea, the sand, flowers, birds, and you.

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    Just know that I’m the girl who worries most

    When you get mad and won’t talk.

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    Cause you're one of the ones I consider as my best friends,
    And eventually I knew that you would fall in love sometime,
    But I always thought it would hurt less.
    It feels like I'm losing to you to someone else.

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    I’m slowly losing faith in you.

    I need you to show me you need me in your life,

    Before I disappear completely.

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    I loved you.

    The least you could do was love me back.

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    Truth:

    She misses him,

    Even though technically he’s not hers to miss.

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    If someone asks me who I see my future with,

    I picture it with somebody who doesn’t exist.

    I mean, it’s you, but it’s a you that actually loves me back.

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    It’s kind of tragic how boys always break girls hearts,

    But their own hearts manage to stay perfectly whole.

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Saturday, 04 September 2010

  • Thought I'd Never fall in love, Then I met You, Boy you changed my mind.

    You leave me breathless
    You’re everything good in my life
    You leave me breathless
    I still can’t believe that you’re mine
    You just walked out of one of my dreams
    So beautiful you’re leaving me
    Breathless

     

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    I don’t want anyone else to own your heart,

    But I don’t want it either.

    I don’t want to be given the chance to hurt you again.

     

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     Neither of us is perfect, but you don’t give up do you?

    When you love someone, you keep trying to make it work.

           

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    I would like to think each one of us has one moment in our life,

    Where we feel completely perfect.

    Like everything’s finally fit together right.

    Yeah, that would be nice.

     

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    And as you stare at me with those bright blue eyes,

    I wonder how I’ve ever survived without you.

     

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    I’ll wait.

    I know I will.

    No matter how long it takes or how much it hurts,

    I will wait for you to love me again.

     

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    I look into your eyes,

    And I wish I could know

    What’s running through your mind as you watch me

     

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Wednesday, 25 August 2010

  • Behind every successful person lies a pack of HATERS.

    Its madness.

    You’re right here next to me,

    And I miss you like crazy.

    Why couldn’t I have realized

    I loved you when you actually wanted me?

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    And when you took my hand,

    It was like we were the only people on Earth.

    There were no problems,

    Nothing to worry about.

    Just me and you.

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    Yes I love you, and I know part of you loves me too.

    Even if you think love her more.

    Even if we complain about each other constantly.

    Even if were always shouting at each other and arguing about something.

    Even if sometimes we fight so bad
    That I think we’ll never get over it, we always do.

    I can only think of one reason for that.

            Love.

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    You make me happy.

    But right now I’m stuck in this situation

    Where I don’t know whether to completely ignore you

    And try to forget you,

    Or to stick around and be there for you,

    Just to prove I love you a billion times more than she does.

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    Everyone around us is coupled up.

    Then there’s me and you.

    And to people who don’t know us,

    We look like the perfect couple.

    I think everyone sees it.

    Everyone except you.

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    Arms round her waist.

    Naming your babies.

    Holding her hand.

    Planning a future.

    Staying up late just to talk to her.

    Obvious signs of him being in love with her, right?

    I guess not.

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    He stumbles over his words,

    Closes his eyes tightly.

    Breathes in.

    Breathes out.

    Almost loses his courage.

    I love you, he says.

    I love you so much; it hurts

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    There are going to be times in your life

    When all you want to do is lay down in

    The middle of the road during rush hour.

    Just know that no matter how many times

    You feel like laying there,

    I will always be there to stop traffic.

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    Him: Why do you give me advice about girls that aren’t you?

    Her: Because I learned a while ago that you cant

    Force someone to want to be with you, and that if

    You’re stuck being just friends with them, then that sucks.

    But being friends with them, especially when the friendship

    Is as good as the one I think we have here,

    It’s better than not having them in your life at all.

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    And every brush of his finger.

    And you feel it right down to your toes
    And up to your neck.

    Everything in your body tingles,

    But it’s the most wonderful thing ever.

    Every move he makes makes a difference.

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    It doesn’t matter how many times

    You tell me it’s going to be okay,

    I just can’t listen anymore,

    Because you can’t give me the one thing

    I want more than anything in the world.

    You can’t give me you.

    So no, it’s not going to be okay.

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    It’s nice, to have your fingers wrapped around mine.

    Even if it’s only for a while,

    And your fingers will soon be wrapped around hers again.

    At this point, I’ll take whatever I can get.

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    I've never been scared of someone before.

    Sometimes a little intimidated but never scared.

    But you, you scare me with your beautiful eyes and amazing smile.

    I'm so scared that I'll want to love you forever

    And you'll only want me for a few moments in your life.

       

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    I’m not sure if I’m happy or completely lost right now.

    Definitely a little lost, but aren’t we all?

    I have no idea what I’m doing in my life,

    Or where Im going.

    And I think Im okay with that right now.

    For the first time in a while, I noticed that Ive changed.

    Maybe for the best, maybe not.

    But does it really matter?
    When we change, we can never go back. 

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Friday, 28 January 2011

  • Even at my WORST, Im still better than you.

    I never asked for it to be over.
    Then again, I never asked for it to begin.
    That's the way it is with life
    Some of the most beautiful days come
    Completely by chance.
    But even the most beautiful days
    Have their sunsets.

     

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    The absolute worst feeling is when someone
    Hurts you and they have no idea they're
    Breaking your heart into a million pieces.

     

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    Because you don’t deserve it.

    A second chance, let alone a third,

    Fourth, fifth, sixth.

     I’m mad and sad

    Mostly I’m jealous because I wish

    I’d had as many chances as you’ve been given.

    Because I know I’d take it seriously.

    I wouldn’t take advantage of anyone.

    I wouldn’t lead anyone on.

    I would try my hardest not to hurt anyone,

    And that is so much more than I can say for you.

    I guess you’re just used to getting

    Whatever you want all the time.

     

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    Ps. If you’re going to lie. Lie to Rihanna because she loves it and I don’t

     

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    He "misses" you now?

    He didn't seem to miss you a week ago.

    Yesterday, even. 

    What made him miss you today?

    If he didn’t miss you a week ago

    He won't miss you tomorrow.

     

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    Get over him,

    He's not worth it.

    He’s not worth your time

    Or your tears.

     

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    Talking to myself but I never listen

    Because man it’s been a while

    And I swear that this one’s different

    That’s why I let you meet my friends

    So they can lecture me again

    About how reckless I have been

    And I’m slowly running out of all the time

    That I invest in making all the same mistakes

    And I’m just trying to correct it and I fall

    I swear I always fall for your type.

     

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Saturday, 22 January 2011

  • Im Back Bitches!

    Well hello everyone! I havent updated In a longg time. The reason for that is the fact that im in school and graduate from college in 3 months! Anyways heres some stuff Ive written lately and some quotes I love! Comment and Enjoy!

    Just a warning for the next one..

    It wasnt the first time and she knew it wouldnt be the last. He somehow always came crawling back. Except this time she wouldnt forgive him. Its not because she was cold hearted as some liked to say, but because he used the same lines he used on her, on everyone else. Its just really shitty for him that she found out. Its like he has his own little mantra "Use, abuse, and recycle" He gets what he wants and then moves on. Of course its really funny when you call him out on it. He apologizes profusely and begs for forgiveness. Then give him a week and those apologies? Yeah they meant nothing.

    She often wonders how long its going to take him to grow up. To realize that all those people hes using wont tolerate his bullshit anymore. When will someone like him realize that the more friends he hurts, the more enemies he'll make? The answer to that is obvious. When it becomes too late.

    She just wants to take a minute to warn the next girl hes trying to pursue. Your nothing special. You'll become like the rest of them once hes done with you.

    Yasmin <3

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    I Know I Can Do Better

    Now first things first, boy let me tell you, I’m not feeling the way I'm being treated, lately your conversations misleading. And I’ve really been trying to be patient. Stumbling over words I think you’re lying. I’m not about to sit around crying. I’m not putting up with it, because I know I can do better. Now you got me out here looking crazy. I'm too fly to let you play me. I'm glad now I can see clearly that you were never meant for me. And I'm glad I got my heart out of your way you can't even give me one good reason to stay. Life's too short to be wasting my time. Better upgrade and get on with my life. It's about time I realize that you'll never get it right. I must have really been out of my mind. Everything you said turned out to be a lie and it's a shame I can't even see that you never did deserve me. You let me down look at us now. Boy I don't want you around. Can't look you in your face, what we had was a mistake. Stupid me to believe you when I know you'll never change So there's really nothing left to say, other than you don’t have to worry about me anymore, I’m over you I’ve moved on. I know I can do better

    Yasmin <3

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    I'm about to see a million things I never thought I'd see before.
    And I'm about to do the things I've dreamed of and
    I don't miss you at all.

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    When everything's said and done
    I have to thank you.
    Sure you completely screwed me over
    But you also showed me
    I'm strong enough
    To get through even the worst heartaches

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    I woke up the next morning with a smile on my face
    And a long list of gentlemen happy to take your place.
    Less trashier, much classier then who you prove to be.
    And I’m wondering how long its gonna take before you see
    That she’s no me. 

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Sunday, 31 October 2010

  • All you had to do was ask, and I'm yours.


    And there is nothing worse in the world

    Than thinking you have a chance when you really don’t.

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    It's easiest when I don't see him, I won't deny that.
    But I just want to be able to see him without it hurting.
    I don't want him out of my life forever.
    I don't want to forget about him.
    I don't want him to forget me.
    I really, really don't.

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    You confuse me, plain and simple.

    The things you say to me, I don't know what to think.
    I wish I could just put everything together

    And find that missing link.

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    He was an ass.
    He made you fall for him
    And he wasn't there to catch you.
    But worst of all he made you trust him.
    Made you think that he wasn't like all the others.
    And you know what?
    He was right.
    He's not like all the others.
    He's worse.

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    I'm getting really tired of waiting.
    So it's time you decide what you really want from me.

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    It seems when you want someone

    They don't want you.

    And when someone wants you

    You don't want them.

    And when you both want each other

    Something has to come around and mess it up.

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    People think they know you.

    They think they know how you're handling a situation.

    But the truth is no one knows.

    No one knows what happens after you leave them

    When you're lying in bed

    Or sitting over your breakfast alone

    & all you want to do is cry or scream.

    They don't know what's going on inside your head

    The mind-numbing cocktail of anger & sadness & guilt.

    This isn't their fault.

    They just don't know.

    & so they pretend

    & they say you're doing great

    When you're really not.

    & this makes everyone feel better.

    Everybody but you.

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    I'm not scared of losing him because

    Let's be honest here

    I never had him to begin with.

    I'm just scared of living the rest of my life

    Knowing I didn't tell him how I felt

    Wondering if he felt the same way.

    Rejection says I tried

    Regret leaves me with nothing but

    'What if's' for the rest of my life.

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    All she really wants is for you to

    Finally get the nerve to say how

    You really feel about her.

    That way, when you look at her,

    She's not still second guessing what you really mean.

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    Don't envy anybody.

    Every person has something no one else has.

    Develop that one thing in yourself and make it outstanding. 

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Friday, 29 October 2010

  • Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.

    Forget how he called you beautiful.

    Forget how he gave you the
    Butterflies every time you saw him. 

    Forget your first kiss.
    Forget how everyone talked

    About how cute you two were together. 

    Forget talking to him on the phone until 2am.

    Forget everything you loved about him.
    Remember how he broke your heart.

     

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    For all the weed I’ve smoked, Yo this blunts for you
    For all the people I’ve offended, Yeah! Fuck You Too!
    For all the friends I used to have, I Miss My Past
    But the rest of you assholes Can Kiss My Ass!

     

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    He asked what happened to that smile,
    The one I never left the house without.
    I answered because you took it
    With you when you said goodbye.

     

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    I have come to realize that he's just a guy,
    A special one maybe, but he's not mine.
    I don't need to do things to make him
    Love me again. If he wanted to, he would.

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    And at some point I’ll call you and tell you I miss you.

    And tell you, you are the point of my day.

    And my face will get flushed and my throat will choke up

    When you tell me that you feel the same.

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    & he's the kind of guy that makes you
    Love your name just because of
    The way he says it.

     

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    What made her day

    Was when he confessed to her

    That he thought she looked cute that day.

    It's the simple things in life that make her smile.

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    We talked about old times
    &+ It made me smile because
    You didn’t forget.

     

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    How many times can I break till I shatter?
    Over the line can't define what I'm after.

     

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    In a way, I need a change
    From this burnout scene
    Another time, another town
    Another everything.

     

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    & it's a sad picture
    The final blow hits you
    Somebody else gets
    What you wanted again
    You know it's all the same
    Another time and place
    Repeating history.

     

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Saturday, 16 October 2010

  • Stop acting like your perfect. All bitches got glitches.

    Were your eyes closed?

    This was a huge mistake

    No I don’t regret it

    But I’m wishing you could see

    What you’ve done to me.

    I gave you my all, I fought for you,

    I tried so hard, and did that not mean a thing?

    I was always by your side,

    Hoping you could see,

    That baby I could be your everything.

    But with blind eyes you didn’t see,

    That me doing this for you

    Was to prove that maybe I could be your girl.

    The one you would cherish,

    The prize you could show off.

    My eyes are open

    Open to the fact that you left me here

    Lonely, scared, and abandoned.

    And it’s hard to see clearly

    Though you probably couldn’t relate

    But I wanted to be your world,

    I could make you go round.

    But you left me here,

    The world stopped spinning,

    This isn’t fair.

    You are still fine while I’m free falling.

    And I’m sorry I’m not that girl who every guy wants.

    Instead I’m real

    We can’t always live in fantasies.

    I know you like to dream

    I wish it was about me.

    Now we will never know what we could have been

    And I will stay the wide eyed girl,
    And you the boy with eyes wide shut.

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    All I wanted was to know I'm safe
    I don't want to lose the love I've found
    Remember when you said that you would change?
    Don't let me down

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    The whispers turn to shouting
    The shouting turns to tears
    Your tears turn into laughter
    And it takes away our fears

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    Maybe I'm a shot in the dark and you’re the morning light
    Maybe this is sad but true, maybe you've got nothing to lose
    You could be the best of me when I'm the worst for you

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    I wish I could show you how much you mean to me
    But I can't show you the world

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    It's funny how in love with you I am,
    How I want to see and talk to you every day
    When you don't even think of me in that way

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    Holding on to broken hearts memories are what's left of us
    You're trying too hard to be my friend
    And I'm placing all our pictures in these broken frames
    To remind me never fall in love again

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    Don't treat me like I'm playing a game
    Cause baby I don't want to lose
    Baby I don't want to risk it all for you

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    I want to run, but only far enough to make you miss me
    I want to take back all the shit that I have done
    But I guess you were better off without me

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    You're as fake as the moans you make
    And you're as weak as the hearts you break

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Tuesday, 12 October 2010

  • I took a swing. I took a shot. And you might think I'm bulletproof, but I'm not.

    Everyone around us is coupled up.

    Then there’s me and you.

    And to people who don’t know us,

    We look like the perfect couple.

    I think everyone sees it.

    Everyone except you.

     

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    Because sometimes it’s easier

    To say I hate you than, I miss you

    I wish you would call me sometime

    Because sometimes it’s easier to think

    Screw life, screw work, screw everything,

    Than to admit that you’re overwhelmed

    And feel like you’re drowning.

    Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit

    The simple things than to say the hard things

    And realize how much you’ve been struggling

    And how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control.

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    In this weird, twisted kind of way,
    I know you miss me liking you.
    Not because I want to believe it’s true,
    But because you'll never find a girl

    That cared as much as I did
    That can put up with you as much as I did
    That would waste as much love on you
    Like I did.

     

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    You give me happy pain.

    Of course, it’s painful to be around you,

    But I can’t think of anything that makes me happier.

     

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    It’s sweet when someone knows

    Every single detail about you.

    Not because you’re constantly reminding them,

    But because they pay attention.

     

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    Every girl is going to love a guy

    Who will never love them back.

    And as she sits there crying

    Because he will never want her,

    She doesn’t realize that there’s a boy

    Across town thinking of her.

    A boy who would give anything

    To see her smile, make her laugh,

    Or kiss her in the rain.

    A boy who would never make her cry

    Because he doesn’t want her.

    But she will forever be chasing the boy

    Who will never love her

    Instead of giving her heart to the one who deserves it.

     

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    I want her to stop liking him,

    Now I guess maybe you think

    That’s because I am jealous of her.

     I'm not, honest.

     It’s just that he doesn't really

    Listen to her when she talks.

    I don't mean that he’s a bad guy

    Because he's not.

    It's just that he always looks distracted.

    It's like he would take a photo of her

    And the photo would be beautiful,

    And he would think that the reason

    The photo was beautiful was

    Because of how he took it.

    If I took it, I would know that the

    Only reason it's beautiful is because of her.

     

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    I want to be the girl

    Who makes your bad days better

    And who makes you say my life has changed

    Since I’ve been with her.

    Thinking of you keeps me awake

    Dreaming of you keeps me asleep

    Being with you keeps me alive.

     

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Saturday, 09 October 2010

  • I don't regret the day I fell. Here's to life, I wish you well.

    1)
    The sad truth is
    You can’t wrap your arms around a memory
    It is what it is, kid.

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    2)
    "Life is hard"
    Compared to what?

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    3)
    A lie is a lie.
    No matter how beautifully its told

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    4)
    She’s a mess of gorgeous chaos,
    You can see it in her eyes.

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    5)
    Something always brings me back to you
    It never takes too long

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    6)
    Because when I’m with him
    I’m thinking of you

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    7)
    Like a rainbow after the rain,
    There’s always a good thing after the pain.

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    8)
    It’s meant to be,
    You just don’t know it yet.

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    9)
    There’s just something about you
    That I’m scared to lose because
    I know I won’t find it in anybody else.


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    10)
    Its not always rainbows & butterflies
    Its compromise


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Friday, 08 October 2010

  • I believe in Love. Just not the kind that breaks you up.

    He’s not the kind of boy who will dance with you in public.
    He won’t call and wake you up just to say good morning.
    And he certainly won’t go shopping and

    Carry your bags just to spend time with you.
    But he makes my heart melt more then any boy who does those things.
    He may not be perfect, but he’s perfect for me.
    I'd never thought that I'd be jealous like this,
    I don't hate her,
    But I pray in every way
    That she's not the one for you.

     

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    I'm sick of the sleepless, never ending nights
    I just don't care who is wrong or right
    I'm sick of the rumors and the alibis
    You tear me up, I'll cut you down to size
    So, so sick of you,
    Sick of all of your little lies
    So, so sick of you,
    Sick of all the girls by your side
    What you don't know is how
    Great it feels to let you go.

     

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    You can’t do this.

    You can’t put one relationship on hold for another.

    It’s like call waiting,

    You leave one person on hold long enough,

    & they’re going to hang up.

     

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    Don’t blame him for calling,

    You’re the one who keeps picking up.

     

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    You know what, fuck you.

    When she forgets you,

    Don’t remember me,

    Because I’ll be trying my hardest to forget you.

     

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    & yet again she’s laying in bed

    With her eyes too blurred to read her screen,

    The messages flooding in from the boy

    Who broke her heart,

    Saying he wants to see her again.

     

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    I just hope one day you see me,

    And your heart stops,

    And you realize what you could’ve had this whole time.

     

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    I love you in a "I wish a car would hit you" kind of way

     

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    Don’t let a few rips in your heart keep you from loving at all.

     

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Tuesday, 28 September 2010

  • I didnt choose to make you my world. It just happened.

    You let go
    So now it's my turn. 
    I’m willing to accept that.
    But when I find happiness
    Don't decide you love me

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    It's so frustrating

    Because I broke up with him

    Because I was tired of crying every day

    Like, I didn't want to cry anymore

    And then I was crying because I was fighting.

    And now I'm crying

    Because he's not here to make me stop.

    He was like my best friend.
    It's like losing your best friend.

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    I wrote I love you into a fogged up mirror,
    Then I watched it fade away
    Just like we did

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    Awesome thought:

    The right guy is out there right now,
    Wondering when he's going meet someone just like you.

     

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    There will always be the girls

    You can't believe you were once friends with

    The boys you can't believe you kissed

    & the one boy you can't
    Believe you ever lived without.

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    I know you’re unhappy a lot.

    And, maybe it doesn't help anything,

    But I wanted you to know that I'm always here.

    I won't ever let you down

    I promise that you can always count on me.

    Wow does that sound corny.

    But you know that right?

    That I would never hurt you?

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    I miss how you never gave a shit,
    But you always seemed to care.
    I miss the way you would be such a dick,
    But you were somehow always there.

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    I cry at movies,

    Hospitals make me nervous
    I’m sarcastic, but it doesn’t matter
    I can be pretty mean,
    Naive is my middle name
    And I don’t believe in a perfect love
    But it doesn’t matter
    He thinks it’s cute

     

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Wednesday, 15 September 2010

  • No one is listening until you make a mistake

    Her: I can’t do this anymore.

    Him: I hate seeing you like this, but I can’t let you go.

             I can’t face the pain.

    Her: I know me either. </3

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    Every time I try to walk away,

    Theres always something that reminds me I should stay.

     

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    Have you ever wondered which hurts the most:

    Saying something and wishing you had not,

    Or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

     

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    The scariest thing was we didn’t even have to be
    Together for you to break my heart.

     

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    You may have created my past and screwed up my present
    But there’s no way I’ll let you have control of my future.

     

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    Sometimes,

    When you love someone so much,

    Not even the truth can change it.

     

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    Tom: What happens when you fall in love?

    Summer: You believe in that?

    Tom: Its love, not Santa Clause

     

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    My daddy used to tell me

    That the first time you fall in love,

    It changes your life forever,

    And no matter how hard you try,

    The feeling never goes away.

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    I still remember the first time I fell for you

    I haven't gotten up since.

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Tuesday, 14 September 2010

  • And then you lied, and it gets worse.

    Go ahead and kiss her,

    Just make sure you do it when I’m looking,

    So you can stab the knife in a bit deeper.

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    And if I was in a crowd
    You probably wouldn’t notice me.

    I don’t really stand out and I’m not anything special.

    So Ill advise you not to waste your time on me,
    But that doesn’t mean I don’t want you to try.

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    You got to start listening to your brain once in a while

    If you want to save your heart.

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    Just tell me those words I want to here.

    That you want me in your life more than anything else.

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     It’s kind of like the difference between

    Putting your hand on your knee,

    And him putting his hand on your knee.

    When you touch your knee,

    You don’t feel it, nothing happens, it’s just there.

    But when he has his hand there, you feel everything.

    Every move of his palm, every squeeze of his hand

     You wonder why I don’t talk to you anymore,

    And please believe me when I say its

    Not that I don’t want to,

    It’s just that everything I want to say,

    I can’t tell you anymore.

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    I love the way my name sounds when you say it.

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    I swear I didn't mean for it to feel this way.

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    You say my name like there could be an us.

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Monday, 13 September 2010

  • It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced.

    Two weeks, that's all it took.
    Two weeks for me to fall for you.

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    During your life, never stop dreaming.

    No one can take away your dreams

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    Today, I was thinking of the most beautiful things in the world
    The sky, the sea, the sand, flowers, birds, and you.

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    Just know that I’m the girl who worries most

    When you get mad and won’t talk.

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    Cause you're one of the ones I consider as my best friends,
    And eventually I knew that you would fall in love sometime,
    But I always thought it would hurt less.
    It feels like I'm losing to you to someone else.

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    I’m slowly losing faith in you.

    I need you to show me you need me in your life,

    Before I disappear completely.

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    I loved you.

    The least you could do was love me back.

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    Truth:

    She misses him,

    Even though technically he’s not hers to miss.

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    If someone asks me who I see my future with,

    I picture it with somebody who doesn’t exist.

    I mean, it’s you, but it’s a you that actually loves me back.

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    It’s kind of tragic how boys always break girls hearts,

    But their own hearts manage to stay perfectly whole.

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Saturday, 04 September 2010

  • Thought I'd Never fall in love, Then I met You, Boy you changed my mind.

    You leave me breathless
    You’re everything good in my life
    You leave me breathless
    I still can’t believe that you’re mine
    You just walked out of one of my dreams
    So beautiful you’re leaving me
    Breathless

     

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    I don’t want anyone else to own your heart,

    But I don’t want it either.

    I don’t want to be given the chance to hurt you again.

     

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     Neither of us is perfect, but you don’t give up do you?

    When you love someone, you keep trying to make it work.

           

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    I would like to think each one of us has one moment in our life,

    Where we feel completely perfect.

    Like everything’s finally fit together right.

    Yeah, that would be nice.

     

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    And as you stare at me with those bright blue eyes,

    I wonder how I’ve ever survived without you.

     

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    I’ll wait.

    I know I will.

    No matter how long it takes or how much it hurts,

    I will wait for you to love me again.

     

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    I look into your eyes,

    And I wish I could know

    What’s running through your mind as you watch me

     

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